(:

2010-01-15T20:24:00.006+08:00

ps: pics taken during xmas eve, xmas, newyr eve. (days spent w bf) :D

as for last yr,
had a real thrilling roller coaster ride in 2009.
such as .. quarrell'g w bf. ): x 1000000000
& met my dearest bff - alicianeopeiqi. (: x 1000000

well well,
2010 will and is gna be an awesome yr for me! :D
so far, so gd?
hehhh.

btw, i passed my TP on bro's bday.
and drove from np back home today.
cool or what? haha.
I wna be more zai & competent in parking! ^^
Lovelove!

next time will drive friends around okayyyy?
(((((((:

2009-11-30T03:22:00.004+08:00

just reachd home 2 hrs ago ! (:
yayyy.
shit, i have this goodgame feeling now.
)))):

- random -

I miss secondary sch days ! ):

SJAB DAYS.
the days when we were rushing to kovan,
for sure, thr's someone late one lah, hor TANYIMEI?
rushd our breakfast, chiong to hq.
hahaha.
train'g in hq for competition?
(: dinner opposite hq?
cried like mad after competition?

SCHOOL DAYS.
crapp'g around even though Os was nearing!
w friends crowded ard us &
started telling stories? awww, i miss.
laugh'g like mad w ALYSSA CHEW, VANESSA TEO,
EUNICE, ALICIANEO, GORO, ZHICHAO, JEREMY. haha.
got punishd for talk'g , laugh'g, attire?

i think many of the teachers must have
hated me alot. haha.
esp my fnn teacher?

whtvr!
Happppppppy bday my dearest nerdyTANYIMEI! (:
let's meet after exams okay?
y'knw, i love you right? Loveeees.
& stop bullying me ok, you idiot girl!

OUR NERDY PAST!
:D
sweeeeeeet yet bitter memories.

2009-11-22T23:48:00.004+08:00

Hello people!
On thur,
had NSL pract test,
chiong back home and meet neelam at hgmall,
then rush all the way to ps.
.
.
.
.

settled down at a restaurant ? :D
gave my ahnehhhh a biggg surprise!
were you surprised?
love the cake and card?

I hope you enjoyed yourself okay?
when's your turn to have some night life w us?!
hehehh.

Sat was my A.NEO's bday. Happy bday!
A.NEO. i shall book you next yr okay?
(((:
can go club legally ! Yayyyyy! (:

anw, Me went out w Geraldloozhengteng on sat.
aiya, lazy to blog here alr. haha.
our stuffs is on our blog (:

Byebye! (:

2009-10-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

Okay,
first week of sch was alright,
kinda boring. v boring.
I was just looking forward to meeting
geraldloo, my dear girl & siangyee.
:DD

To be truthful,
I dont have the motivation to study anymore! )=
like i'm back to sec sch times.
Nonono. that will nvr bring me to anywhr!

Ohyes and ,
anyone has any storybook to recommend?
for your info,
I have nvr finish reading any storybook in my entire life before.
cox I will always give up halfway ):

Ahhh. my DEAR GIRL!
Me miss you lehhhhh. your flats & camera are still w me!
I love you ! =)

2009-10-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sat went ph! :D
w AliciaNeo they all! :D
lotsa people went. bumped into noelle and her friends.
lovelove. cox vvv long nvr see her alr!
PHOTOS ALL ON FB! go & see yo!
ohhhyesss!
i went to punch this nerdy guy that night,
cox he vvvv sick (mentally). haha. right neo?

Sunday stayed at home. :D
resttttttt~

Monday went out w sy!
took lotsa pictures sia.
we went town, bugis, then home.

Tuesday, met him.
went out for lunch. went separate ways.
Me went to meet AliciaNeo awhile.
then met george, neelam, angel & her friend.
hehhs.
slacked. went angel's hse to drink!
felt vvv sick after that.

that's why didnt meet angie they all today.
sorry people! )=
ENJOYED? :D

thurs - out w gekmin?
fri - Drink? :D
sat - out w alicia! :DDDDD
sun - home.

thennnnn, BACK TO NGEEANN POLY!
spell s-i-a-n.
but v v v v long nvr see my animals alr.
they must be cursing behind my back now :X haha.

2009-10-09T23:57:00.007+08:00

PICS TAKEN ON 03102009! (:
i love ALICIANEOPEIQI!
best sister ever.
&&&& confirmed bangkok trip w her on dec.
gna book air tix hopefully by next week?
anyone wna go? :D

Ohh,
VANESSATEO, IF YOU ARE READING THIS.
i wna tell you !
THANKS SIS FOR BEING SO SWEET ,
MSG ME ON THAT DAY! (:
iloveyou! :D let's meet up again,
a simple dinner also can! :D

2009-10-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

Sat went ph w friends.
:D fun! esp, w alicianeo around.
that addicted girl. :P iloveyou lehh! :D
but damn packed that night ):
will upload those pics soooooon !

wah, my brother's friend gambled online,
then lost around 3k or 4k? idk.
& my dad paid for them!
dk why my dad so kpo loh. tsk.
should spend those money on me instead right! :/

ohyes, my sweetdad is getting me a samsungjet anw.
love him! :D

SIAN!
OFF TO DO MY CASESTUDY. ):

2009-09-27T12:56:00.007+08:00

FRI NIGHT.
met up w gladys, AliciaNeo, Angel, george, Neelam, Smart :D
at vivo. had dinner & off to ph.
met bentan they all & samantha.
was deciding if wna buy tix.
supposed to be free loh. but got event thr.

regretted gg thr sia. the music like sucks totally.
): but enjoyed my night w them! :D
went off, Alicia left us first. gd lehh alicia! tsk*
I also want sia! :P

bentan drove us to kovan mac
cox sam was drunk!
Sam! - must thanks the guys for tak'g care of you!
waitd for sam to become sober &
ben drove us home. yay*

----------------------------

SAT! - HAPPY 21ST BDAY KENNETHGOHLIANSAN.
met up w them (:
walkd to arandacountryclub? (:
camwhored!

played games w them.
though i dont know them, they are vv friendly people.
Indian poker? i was vvv unlucky.
drank 3 times consecutively. how unlucky sia.

sang bday song. :D
&the cake soooo delicious can. :D
went off ard 10plus?

2009-09-21T01:25:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY!
gladys came to my hse around 7plus,
met PEIQI ( superlongnvrseeher! <3 ) under my blk,
walkd to hg, met george & train'd to vivo!
had our dinner at ljs.

smarties came after we finish eat'g.
wait'd for neelam & to powerhse! :D:D
at first gladys cant go in cox she doesnt has IC w her.
luckily, used mine & we went in.
OHYAHHH~
bumped into few ex yyss friends!
I still cant rmbr his name, though he rmbr mine! :/
hehhhhhs.

oh, & kuku hongzhen LATE!
so askd my real bro for help so he can go in for free! :D
went in, drank 1 cup of dont know what cox bro's friend askd me to,
just taste like coke to me.
went to find them, drank tequila?
but i still prefer pop tequila, it's sweet okay ! :/

dancedancedancedance till 5plus?
hahah! my heels was a killer i tell you.
soooo painful! ouchhhhh!

hz damn nice, sacrifice himself lah,
dance w us so got no chance to dance w other girls!
hahahaaa!

ohyahhh, gladys has a friend working as bartender,
so we had free drinks last night! :D
happy! :D

AIYA! OVERALL IT'S AN AWESOME NIGHT!
W AWESOME FRIENDS! :D

ALICIANEOPEIQI! wahhh! vvv long nvr see you!
let's meet up for shopping alright? (=
sorry for not contacting you since last yr ):
Iloveyou! my best sister ever, i swear!

PICTURES ! :DDDD

THIS PICTURE BELOW!
random guys join'd in & take w us.
they even used our camera to take pics of themselves.
haha.

OHMAN! had a HARD TIME uploading so many pics.
i'm having attachment soon (this coming tue) ):
so wont be posting pics this few weeks bah
):

J! I'M NOT ADDICTED TO IT!! :X
sighsigh.
i dont understand why some guys love lying to their gfs?
& thought it was nthg to them?

and yah, that msg affects me alot.
dont wna post it here,
but you should know which one i'm talking about.
It's like adding salt to the wound.

--------------------------------------

oh, did i mention thr was once,
marmiie & I quarrelled over smthg (icantrmbr),
link to my ex bf,
I startd to cryyyyyy and my emotional mum cry w me too.
dramatic right?
then my mum started lecturing me.
though reality really hits me hard, it really wakes me up.
so girls out thr! pls, NVR be too dependent on one person (:
& pls love yourself more! :D

2009-09-18T22:09:00.003+08:00

I cant rmbr whr i went alr.
anw, working w gladys on wed?
crap! work from 1-3pm only?! haha.
went shopp'g at town.
bought stuffs from etude house.
I love that shop so much! :DD

off to meet ST at kovan mac.
chitchatt'd , drink ! :D
sent gladys back at 12 ?
& continued talk nonsense. haha.
someone emo lahhhh! not me! :P
walkd all the way back home around 5plus?
& he took first bus home.
haha. fun day!

got back results.
was kinda okay w it.
but dad was damn not satisfied! ):
dampen ppl's mood only.
v upset. ):

whatever!
MEETING MY DARLING GLADYS TMW FIRST!
shiok'ness.
gg partying! :D
WILL UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURES.

& g , dont be sad,
I will try my best to revenge for you!
:P I love you!

PICS! :D

2009-09-11T15:35:00.012+08:00

EDITED! ~
more pics below! :D
SCROLL DOWN TO TAKE A LOOK!
&tag before you leave lahhhhh!

powerhouse on 090909! :D

OUTING W GFS. :D

taken in chalet.
:D

taken before gg ph! :D
pics all w my gf! :D:D:D
will post after she send me ehhh!

virgin visit to powerhouse.
cool. i like the songs, the feeling! :D
dancing w my gf = shiok.
ahhh! off to meet sy. if not i'm gna be lateee! :P

-------------------------------------------------

Me dont like my faces in the pics below.
i look like a ghost &
got no idea why.
cox i'm not that "fair" whatttttt! :/

Me w bro! :D

me w bro & bro's gf! :D

2009-09-06T17:19:00.003+08:00

class chalet on fri was fun!
bbq'g , mahjong'g , blackjack.
so at night, they wanted to drink beer.
we play blackjack, whoever lose must drink.
i didnt want lah,
but they forced me! idiot! :P

i dont know why i'm so unlucky!
i keep losing ok!
like got once, i had
6 & 3, so i take another card cox not enough what.
i took 2, then 3 & another 10!
so dead! i drank 2cups of that disgusting beer just for that round!
yucks. super unlucky me!
ended up drank dont know how many cups of it.
after beer was vodka. it's better than beer pls!
the taste is so much sweeter (:

wanted to slp at 4plus but
ANGIE kept disturbing us! ended up
knocked out at 5plus? cant rmbr.
woke up , slack & i went off at 2?
while the rest stayed (:

chiong'd back, bathed, changed
& off to meet bs & my darling-VANESSATEOSOONPING!
waliao. so long nvr meet her alr!
miss her so much lah.
*van, let's meet up again cox i got lotsa stuff wna tell you! >.<

walkd to cathay.
v random, we bought movie tix - dance flick.
walkd to heeran then ion.
shop awhile! :D
then traind back to ps, bought mac.
saw AMANDA thr! so random ! :D:D

caught that movie.
it's super hilarious seriously.
we were laughing since the start of movie till the v end.
though thr isnt any storyline.
it's really funny ! haha.

so train'd to cityhall, walkd to esplanade.
(: chitchatted. took pictures.
&train'd back home.

that's all! :D
pics up next post! ^^

2009-09-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

thanks bs!
heheh. I enjoy'd play'g pool w you!
though i suck at it.
:X

die! should i go for tmw's chalet?
sian'd ):
dont feel like gg alr. no mood.
shit!

sat is gna be loved!
hoho. out'g w my gfs.
cooooool! ^^

now then i realised,
i'm sucha zhong se qin you friend.
sorrrrrrryyyy gfs! )':

2009-09-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

Thanks mum, nvr fail to stand by me
no matter what happens.
iloveyou.
but I'm sorry, sorry to scold you,
throw'g temper at you.

Happybday limsiangyee!
i love you! :D
meet'g you on sun was great!
shopp'g, snack'g, starbucks.
thanks for listen'g to my rubbish,
see'g me cry, lend'g me your shoulder,
hug'g me.
i hope you enjoy yourself later!
:D

2009-08-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

work today. didnt wna go one okay.
turtle persuaded me. and he succeeded.
haha.
woke up early, very.
prepared, and off to sy's house,
take stuff , bus'd again to serangoon &
train'd to habourfront , meet turtle and his friends.
so weird at first.
didnt talk to the 2 of them.

bus'd to that ulu place, *artspace@heltrans?
i cant rmbr alr. it's somewhr near vivo.
start'd crapping w turtle's friend.
new friends : li qi & han long.
:D

liqi kept entertain'g me cox he said i look v sian. haha.
& kept psycho'g me to go drink'g w him!
talk'd about r/s, sec sch life, driving stuffs,
his partying life.

turtle&Iwerechattingaboutsecschlife.
and update each other about our life too! (: (:

oh wait! arent i suppose to be talk'g about my job?
okay, it's damn slack, i tell you.
only handful of ppl came for the art exhibition.
we even have time crapp'g, laughing.

walkd around the place, saw their artwork.
it's damn niceeeeee & take time to figure it out.
ppl who go thr are usually artists!
haha! :X

work ended, liqi acc us to mrt,
and he went to take cab, while we train'd home.
(: he said IF he can borrow a car,
we will bring us to work tmw.
hehehehehhhhhh!
:D

butbutbut,
i just text'd turtle say'g
I'm tired, dont wna work.
and he let me off. haha!

PLS DONT READ (:
JUST FOR ME TO VENT IT OUT.

one emo post pls. last emo post alr. ):
sigh. idiotzhenlingisstillmissinghim. I ended this r/s yet i cant bear to let him go. i'm sucha sore loser. ): he's outside, enjoying, drinking while me? crying whenever i steppd into my room, hide myself trying not to let parents see me in this pathetic state. i teard while walk'g to busstop, while walking home, while alone in my room, while reading our blog, while tying this post. sucks,seriously. seems like i'm the one who cannot let it go. he didnt wna give in, he didnt ask me not to go, he didnt initiate anythg about patch'g thgs up. GG. maybe he cant wait to let me go? no wonder, he didnt wna meet me ever since nationalday? he didnt call me since idk when? even after not seeing me for weeks, he didnt ask me out. he didnt msg me since idk when. he didnt. WTH? no point thinking about it, idiotzhenling, he wants you to fuck off from his life!
why am i still holding on, why am i still thinking these w those constant flashback? I totally break down.
i'm sucha fucktard for being so weak, so sore, loving you so much, crying till I have no more tears to spare, emo'g alone . . .
He msgd me, ask'g me to find a better guy. & cried like maddog after that, w puffy eyes. ): idk what to do. how to carry on my life w/o him. sudden lost of my pillar of strength. howhow? ):
& i still cant bear to delete that blog. it's our memories, all inside it. )':

i need a shoulder pls.
pls. awhile will do. )':
end of emo post. promised to publish happypost after tmw onwards.

2009-08-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry C!
for giving such stupid excuses not meeting you,
terrible sucker i am!
Argh. sorry!

perhaps next time ?
I'm such an ass.
:/

anw,
went to sy's chalet last night,
at sentosa!
envy siol! ):
booking of chalet,
catering of food,
all done by her bf! awww* damn sweet!
envy!

passed her presents! yay, she like :D
happy x millions.
cooked for her currychicken. (mymumcooked, obviously),

but was feeling awkward, cox i know almost none of them,
some wasnt close ):
saw ken! happy! :D but so awkward! heheh.
v long nvr see him alr,
wonder how he's doing now. (:

went back like 10plus? thanks ____ for acc.
ARIGATO! :D

2009-08-18T03:23:00.002+08:00

http://www.worldskills.org/
I just wna say,
i got a real surprise when
mdm aw sent me a msg saying i'm selected for
world skill competition.
okay, it's just top 12.
more to go.

But i'm damn happyyyy eh!
like first time in my life,
i did smthg proud for my academy.

as you all know, in secondary school,
i was damn slack, really wasted my 4yrs of life
gg shopping instead of studying,
gg kovan slack instead of studying,
gg out w friends instead of studying,
watching tv all the time instead of studying,
surfing net like siao instead of studying!
not paying attention in class (totally),
keep laughing & crapping in class,
keep taking pictures in class too..

YES , i regretted for not studying, like seriously.
that's why i'm studying so hard.
at least i'm not gna waste another 3yrs of my life.

though it's wearing me out.
tiring, obviously.
and studying isnt fun for god sake!

but,
i'm so gna chiong for my exams
& for that competition.
i wna go london in 2011,
i wna make my teachers proud of me,
i wna make my parents proud of me too,
jiayou zhenling!

2009-08-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

Zhenling is damn emo now.
extremely.

I had pract test today,
got the same tester again.
damn sucks.
I did 1 wrong step and
she calld module leader to ask if she should fail me
(w/o even freaking inform me)
when i'm still doing my procedure.
that made me broke down immediately.
screw her.

pract test is supposed to pull up our marks.
moreover, credit point is the highest for this module too.
hopefully i get a pass.

I'm still feeling v sad.
this is so gna affect my gpa drastically.

now can only depend on NS,
which i dread that module so much.
freaking much.
so much diseases to memorise,
clinical manifestation, treatment . . . . .

STUDYHARD.

2009-08-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging again,
cox i'm bored! haha.
whtvr, whtvr!

I'm having pract test on thur.
damn sian, i tell you.
it's 35% of that module, you know!
argh.
do well for it!

NR presentation over! :D
i'm done w NR ! damn happy i tell you.
my groupmates were like "fo NR lah",
NR totally sucks i tell you.

but it will come haunting me again
for my yr 3 fyp :/
SUCK!

anw, i just bought a colourd contact lens,
i will be meeting the person on fri to collect it (:
it's grey! cox someone said it's nice.
hoho.
I bought a jacket & bags from blogshop.
pls re-stock fast! :D

i'm broke, extremely.
pls stop spending, zhenling.
my bank ... damn pathetic now.
Ahhhhh!

EXAMS COMING !
shit! sem 1 is coming to an end,
like so fast!

2009-08-03T20:05:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging!
shiqi say her friend blog got deleted by blogger
cox she didnt blog!

haha.
one more presentation to go yo!
formal wear tmw! double sian.
shitshit!

I'm tired! pract test on thur.
i'm dead!

bye!
(:

2009-06-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

I stil cant believe I got scammed.
it's damn irresponsible to open a blogshop
and mia like this.

ahhhhhhhh!
FREAK.
I want my KA-CHING backkkkkk!
tsk. more than 100bucks okay.

haha. i'm cheapo. whtvr.
shit! I still cant believe & get over it!
blame myself for being so naive,
i thought i wont encounter all these craps.
shit.

2009-06-14T20:07:00.001+08:00

you suck!

2009-01-01T02:13:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year! :D

Okay, I had a hard time reset'g my blogger acc's pw.
(I forgot it :X)

2008
LOVE LIFE - a memorable
yet a heartwrenching yr for me..
but I didnt regret whtvr decision I made (:

STUDIES - I'm pretty happy w my results yah.

as for 2009!
*resolutions*

- smooth year for me!
- a happier & carefree life (:
- friends ard me to be happy! :D
- fantastic GPA results
- more $ !
- slim down :X
- lady luck to be by my side 24/7
- new hp, clothes, wallet, shoes, bags!
- stay optimistic & wont drop a single tears

afterall ,
No matter what happens,
life still goes on.

ganbatte kudasai! (:

2008-08-03T00:49:00.005+08:00

2008-07-30T15:30:00.001+08:00

Kissing you - BoA

I LOVE THIS SONG! :P
and i love boA too! haha.

2008-07-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello! (:
I neglected my blog for so long ):
so I'm back now! hah!

Yesterday had grp discussion at cityhall (:
was rather fun and we spent our time laughing! tsk.
ended our grp discussion &
went off to watch red cliff ! (:
it's awesome coz my handsome; jin chen wu acted too!
Ahhhh ! :X
had crepe after that and it's really vvvv nice lah .

today went out w sy ! :D
studied at starbucks and spent most of our time chatting :X
surprised her w smthg
and she said she felt LOVED by me! ^^
walked to little india and trained home !

I must get straight ace for this coming exam
coz dad gna reward me w idk what! :P
& overseas trip w bestfriend next yr , hopefully.
I'm really looking forward to that! :D

2008-06-15T02:42:00.003+08:00

Okay, I just watched spain vs sweden! :D
oh! & sweden's player no2 is kinda man okay!
hees.

anw, was supposed to catch a movie w classmates ,
but was simply too lazy to step out of my house.
:X

&&&
gna meet my sjab darlings on thurs! :D
hopefully everyone can make it!
Ah! but I have yet to buy present for her ):

& I really miss them terribly!
esp those laughters we made ,
those quarrels ,
those endless tears that flew down our cheeks ,
those huggings . . .
that made it so unforgettable..
:D:D:D

babies, still rmbr how you all laughed evil'ly at me
coz I tore my skirt accidentally?
I wont forget that okay! :/
EVILS!

OKAY , 1 MORE WEEK TO ENJOY
BEFORE SCH STARTS !

lastly,
it's time to go on diet baby! ^^

2008-05-25T08:12:00.001+08:00

2008-05-25T00:11:00.004+08:00

sigh..
How do you feel when your relative who is suffering from dementia
got lost in sg?
not just 1 day but a week ?

yes, that's my relative.
& till now, they still cant find her,
even those policemen ):
It's stil; damn sadden'g though i'm not close w her..

sighhh..
If I were her husband,
I think I will just go bonkers.
and . . .
i just knew about it when my mum called not long ago?
)':

*screams!*
I dont know how to express how i'm feeling now in words.
Just cried like crazy when i was walking home,
& needed a shoulder so badly ...

anw,
Hope she's fine out thr..
):

alright,
I need some peace now..

2008-04-17T20:49:00.002+08:00

Sch's still alright though I still need some time to get used to waking up at 5am for almost everyday. ohyah! Yilin (my pri sch's best sis!) msg'd me ytd, saying that she saw me & guess what! we are interested in joining the SAME CCA! how great can this be? we totally share the common interest since pri sch man! haha! :D but she's still hesitating if she wna join .. Ahhhhh! ):

anw, went to SIM for lunch today! :D w xinyuan , calvin they all ^.^ i think my life would be super boring w/o them entertaining me! (: & they are always the one who will lead me around in sch coz i dont have any sense of direction! :X yah, so went to meet jeremy around 6 today, chit chatted (about girls of course! :P), had dinner, bought bubbletea & headed home (:

tmw's sch starts at 11am but ends at 6pm! ): and it's just 4hrs of lessons w 3hrs of break! tsktsk ):

Hah,
I think being single is better.

2008-04-09T15:59:00.006+08:00

Ahhhhhhh~
sch's starting on this coming mon ,
but I'm still in my holiday mood ):

anw anw,
bbq that night & sunrise the next morning was great! :D
& cycling was damn fun! ^^
esp, have to zai hongzhen on couple bike :b
I sat infront okay,
though thr was afew times that we almost fall down ? :X
HAHA!

caught a movie, An Empress And The Warriors
w my 2 brothers & marmiie on fri.
but my idiotic lil bro dozed off in the theatre! :/
it's such a waste of $! tsktsk.

anw, i'm addicted to this song alrrrr!
super cuteeee can! :D
Smily ..

quoted this from seventeen mag & i think it's quite true.
'can you be w a guy who's so insecure?
He has to learn to trust before he commits to someone.'
agree? (:

2008-03-29T22:21:00.004+08:00

zhou da xia - Jay Chou!

Hei se you mo - Jay Chou!

His songs are awesome! :D
People, listen to his songs and
you will understand why.

wo bu pei MV - Jay Chou

gna celebrate divina's bday tmw! :D
I miss her so much can!
plus, I havent been seeing her for like ages!

randomly ~
I'm craving for peach red tea now! )':
How i wish i can drink it evryday
w/o gaining weight :X

2008-03-22T05:38:00.003+08:00

met up w Amanda, Eunice, Angel, Peiqi, Vanessa, Kh, hz & goro ytd (:
watchd Rule1 which was damn bloody >.<
& that goro kept trying to scare me! Arghhs.
plus, he kept using my phone to shake
like a vibrator :/
how sick can he be?! haha!

okay, got to travel to tuas for work now )':
like so early can? )':
After that, gna go to hq to
see them having competition! :D
All the best, NA&NC team!

2008-03-16T22:02:00.011+08:00

PICTURES! :D

AliciaNEO!
i love you, lady! (:
Thanks for not complaining about my late'ness :X
& always being thr
whenever i need you! :D

ohyah,
Just watched sky of love today which i wanted to watch longggg ago :b
It's superb touching,
till kh, neo, me cried )':

2008-02-20T03:37:00.000+08:00

zhu wo shen ri kuai le (:

2008-02-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

16feb'08
bro brought Neo&me to pasir ris to meet them (:
bus'd thr tgt & startd cycling.
damn cool.
had dinner after that, coz we were super hungry.
after satisfying our stomach,
went to chalet & startd gambling . . .

face covered w cakes = ):
even after bathing, I still feel v uncomfortable.
& I didnt have a chance to taste any cakes lah ):
Okay, they gambled again,
I was play'g kokhow's psp so pass $ to Yeo ..
went to somewhr else to play, coz i was damn noisy when playing lah :X
hz & g came ,
but felt v weird lah,
coz we havent been contacting for ages ..
cab'd home tgt ,
while Neo & the rest went for breakfast.

17feb, slept till 3plus and
startd rotting till night.

18feb'o8
Happy Bday Jingyi! :D
met Neo & went to orchard,
reachd thr late but they were even worse!
& I didnt know xiuquan was meeting his ex colleague,
which is someone i hated during sjab lah :/
damn act ~
:/

after interview,
watchd andy they all play pool :D
& Andy is damn pro, super cool also lah! :X
tsktsk.

After spending 2hrs thr,
we traind to hg & walkd home w Neo (:

fuck.
My marmiie just told me
how bastard he used to be.
f.
not all guys can be trusted ):

anw,
My bro will be driving me for supper later (:
Loves! :D

2008-02-16T00:46:00.004+08:00

Random post ~
I felt super bloated just now.
had sakae sushi w my darling & yimei.
haha. we chiong'd till ...
& as usual i was the last to finish it :X

and yah, I feel like watching ,
PS: I love you (again), Death Note: L Change the World &
Sky of love :D

the unluckiest thing is that,
releasing of JAE posting results will be on tues (most probably) ,
which is on my bday! ):
so might not even have the mood to go out
& meet dearie eh ..
):
Sighhh ~

-

2008-02-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

spent my Vday meaninglessly :/
but , i'm really feeling v glad for marmiie,
her bf brought her to rp,
& he actually borrowed his friend's hostel (even deco the rm) ,
prepared dinner for her..
& her bf made a bouquet of choco for her too!

when she told me just now,
i was like omg lah, damn sweeeeeet ~
*envious* >.<

so later,
meeting my darling :D
heees*

-

I told you,
Jay's super cool when he is playing piano,
w his ultimately cool piano! :D

2008-02-14T14:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's day! (:
& I will wait ..

2008-02-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

Met up w my AhNeo today :D
met andy & kokhow at suntec for interview ..
separated w them around 4plus,
& headed to town w AhNeo :D

had subway which i'm kinda addicted to it now (w/o vege! :X)
shoppd around,
took Neoprints & it turned out to be so much better (:
walkd to ps, bought some cosmetics.
train'd to hg & bus'd home tgt.

meeting up w yimei tmw :D
hoho!

2008-02-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

Sunday,
met up w Vanessa, Hz, kokhow & quek.
watchd kungfu dunk for the third time .
have to watch it again coz they bookd the ticket long ago.
was late for movie & hz were throwing popcorns ~
d: tsktsk*

acc'd kokhow to buy his stuffs for Vday.
& he is damn sweet lah, he is gna make Handmade card for her.
traind down to kovan,
had kfc coz i complaind that i'm hungryyyy :X
acc'd kh to look for roses..
& I saw 1 heart shape box w roses in it ( shown below )
damn cool lah! ^^
- I'm gna get it after I found a job and got pay! :D

Monday,
went out w sy for a mini shopping &
sjab (:
was doing footdrills w my juniors! :D
it's super tiring ehs.
& yah, that ended my day ..

Because ,
I love you twice as much tomorrow.

2008-02-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

wu jin de ai (:

7Feb'o8
first day of cny :D
went ahma's hse, collect angbao! :D
watched kungfu dunk at around 11plus,
& cabbd home.
anw, kungfu dunk is reallyreally v niceeeee! ^^
jay's super cute & funny! :D

8Feb'o8
second day of cny,
woke up at 1plus :X
My relatives came to my hse today.
steamboat, playd poker w my cousins,
Jameston suggested loser have to drink liqueur >.<
super disgusting to me lah :X
& I shared $ w one of my bro's friends to gamble eh.
but didnt win eh ):
around 12plus , cabbd down to watch
kungfu dunk agn :/
& cj7 .

anw ,
took pics w my cousin's son,
he is super chubby & cute! :D
I cant resist the temptations to
keep pinching his cheeks! :X

2008-02-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

had reunion dinner & went
to find J & son :P
caught , 'ps, i love you' ,
kinda sweeeeet lah~
but i think we chose the wrong movie :X

chattd w J till 6plus ,
& she's a super good listener! (:
train'd home & chiong'd to bed straight
after removing my make up :X

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR! :D

at this point of time, i'm having sore throat ,
& I sound v man now )':

anw, my mum woke me up like 12plus
But i'm damn tired now ):
gna visit ahma's hse later.

2008-02-06T09:14:00.000+08:00

I'm still thinking of Jay's concert lah.
esp, his super cool piano & humour! :D
hoho~

2008-02-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

mac'd w sy was alright,
but was damn tiring can :X
met some strangers, they came and chatted w us lah,
we even heard them saying about
having sex w girls, what turn by turn 'piang' her ..
it's damn disgusting, i tell you.
turned us off lah~

But gg out w Alicia, Hongzhen, Jeremy, Kokhow & andy on sun
= FUN! :D
we ran in the rain coz of 1 interview :/
had steamboat after that :D
& andy is a joker lah.

Andy: aunty, wo yao xiao bai cai .. ohhhhh~ hai you DA BAI CAI ..
us: hahaha! whr got da bai cai one?!
aunty (serving us xiao bai cai & da bai cai)
us: you da bai cai one eh?! hahaha~
Andy: then aunty, give us zhong bai cai ..

it's damn funny okay! :X
after eating, separated w them &
shoppd for heels but cant find any lah ):
so walked to little india & trained home :D

Today, went to Sy's house! :D
chitchatted~
anw, I dyed my hair again,
coz my red colour turned brown )':
but i dyed other colour instead of red ..

I'm sorry ber ~
I dont know what to say now,
other than 'sorry' ..

2008-02-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today was a super tiring yet fun day for AhNeo&me! ):
we went lotsa places for interview,
clarke quay trained to raffles place
& took cab to somewhere which is sooooo near!
we are super dumb eh! :P tsktsk*

went shopping after that :D
bought the same clothes w AhNeo &
I'm soooo loving it okay! hoho!
Ahneo, you love it too right? ^^

marmiie came & fetched me home from hgmall
coz it was drizzling eh.
she told me that my lil bro got into a fight today, again..
& he got complained for 3 consecutive days alr!
Arghhs*
haha, but he got mentally&physically tortured
by my bigbro just now :X

anw, tmw night gna meet Siangyee ,
will be at mac till the next morning,
acc'g darl to study :D
I'm super nice right, sy? :X

Can you still love me like
thr's no tmw?

-

2008-01-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

19 more day! :D
so today, my AliciaNeo came to my hse (:
were hunting for jobs,
w music on & enjoying our cherries! ^^
( I really love cherries now! :D )

tmw, gna meet up w AhNeo for job interview &
shopping after that! :D
we even planned which bus to take eh! :P

anw, had conference w jeremy&AhNeo just now
(he said he had some impt things to ask)
but was totally meaningless lah, right AhNeo? :P

& I dont wna be some @!$% in your eyes.

2008-01-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

because I'm a girl

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

-

Thanks Vanessa for the warmest hug that day,
Neo for being thr (: ,
Eunice for that kiss! :D
& my juniors' acc ..
<3

met up w Siangyee ytd and had dinner w juniors
at pizzahut.
chatted w Siangyee till 12plus &
bus'd home.

AhNeo came to my house today to choose courses tgt.
then my idiotic lil bro kept disturbing us
when we were choosing lah :/
anw, we gna hunt for jobs tgt too! ^^

Okay, I'm super dumb to
accept some files that one of my friends sent me thru msn.
so now, my com has virus eh.
i'm really really dumb lah :/
tsk tsk*
If i ever send some files to anyone,
pls dont accept!

Ohyah,
it's few mins to Jeremy's bday! :D

w/o you,
who can i still run to
when I'm upset & needed a shoulder badly?

2008-01-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Bday to JayChou & Joanne!
on 18Jan ^.^

So my last day was on thurs,
which was saddening ..
& i didnt know that my teamm, Edwin & Ace would buy me smtg eh.
Thanks alot! (:
& took pics w my teammates too.

I'm gna miss those laughters we had tgt,
w Hk, Edwin, Richelle, Angel, JingHui, Ace &
also dao ming si! :X

Anw, on friday,
met June, Yimei, Shimin & Jiaren,
went back school for awhile &
headed home again (:

met Jinghui at ps,
bought present for Joanne &
back to office.
hoho! & went go Jay's concert after our dinner.
Ohmyyyyy~
the concert is excellent! :D

He is super humourous!
Love him ehh! & he is super talented can!
ohyah, & his piano is ultimately coool lah!
anw, I hope weichuen will send me the pics & video that he took.

bus'd to town,
I took cab home while he went kbox
w Huikang, Angel they all (:

2008-01-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8plus reluctantly today ):
meet Jeremy but was late :X
had subway for breakfast, shoppd around amk hub,
watch'd Yeo&Desmond playing pool &
trained to j8.

after having our super heavy late lunch,
went to meet hz & peiqi :D
shoppd around, had dinner at burgerking.
lastly, shopped w my AhNeo
& home sweet home tgt :D

will be gg east coast w them
on sunday (:

& I'm gg to Jay's concert!
HOHO! :D
I'm like ultimately happy&excited now! ^.^
Ohmyyyyy~

2008-01-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

Love takes time (:

2008-01-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

1 super sadden'g news.
that shuaige quitted alr ):
he wil be gg to NS soon too ):
haha. whtvr~

gg out w AhNeo on sat! :D
like finally, our schedule doesnt clash! (:
NEO, i miss you can! Hees.
will be gg for running tgt too. HOHO~
& we shall shop for lotsa stuffs eh! :D
^.^ Loves*

bye loves~

2008-01-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

didnt count down that night eh, was working w my colleagues till 11plus and and it's alr 12am when we were on our way to cine >.< we caught a movie, Sex Mission Control, they told us it's a hilarious show but ended up .. after the movie, we walkd to clarke quay (like so far ..) wasting time thr, waited for almost 1hr cab :/ and had breakfast (:

but sad to say,
Zen, Bryan, Jameston, Jason & Chee How quitted ):
Not as fun anymore :/

anw, yesterday took leave &
went to have steamboat w
Jameston, Richelle, Edwin, James & Bernard.
haha. and as usual, they wanted to play pool,
so i watched them playing (:
saw them, yah, felt very awkward :/
he had found his girl anw,
happy for him..

I'm gna be jobless soon ):
anyone wna intro any job to me? :X
but, i'm gna miss my colleagues,
esp that handsome guy :X

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

2007-12-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

Celebrated on christmas eve after work w Jameston, Angel they all. they played pool again. & we were being sprayd while walking to cine for kbox session lah. so they cant tahan and bought few bottles and sprayd back. anw, we didnt go for kbox session and wantd to catch a movie but we were all tired, so we cabbed home. I cabbed home w Darren coz he stays near my house & that kuku freakd me out while we were walking home lah! :/ reachd home around 4am and my relatives were still at my house playing mahjong but after awhile, we started having steamboat tgt :X I know I'm getting <----> alr lah. And yah, my sorethroat got worsened ):

25Dec
was about to chiong to office coz i was alr late, the sudden rain pours super heavily lah. like so super unlucky yet dramatic lah. waitd for Jinghui w the umbrella but met Alister & CheeHow so we decided to chiong tgt lah. yah, & I was half an hour late ): had pastamania on that day too :D

26Dec
working again (: Had pastamaina again too. Aha. & was Melanie's last day ): took pic w her ( postd below ). I'm gna miss her jokes and all lah ): anw, took pics w the 2 giants, Chris&Ken lah, and I admit that I'm short okay :X AND when we were taking the photo, most of the staffs were laughing! :/ after that, trained home w Divina&HuiKang.

27Dec
went out w Cheryl. Shoppd and had pastamania again! she keep persuading me to eat lah. Aha. shoppd till 10plus and she came to my house. wantd to meet Gavin but .. ): so my darling went home around 2am plus.

2007-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

today, My bro&me cookd instant noodles :/
how pathetic eh.
coz my parents went overseas :/
but will be back on either tmw/friday.

went out w my darling, Divina today (:
acc her to check phone's price.
Aha.
& she acc me to buy skirt :D

back home & my bro was about to go clubbing.
I think it's calld Zouk or smthg?
& i'm left alone at home :/

I'm working morning shift tmw! :D
watching midnight movie
w cousin, Angel, Richelle, Jinghui they all (:
but will go shopping w Huihui & Jinghui while
waiting for the others and
most probably gg to find Junella (:

2007-12-19T11:56:00.000+08:00

Against all odds*

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take

Take a look at me now

2007-12-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

Happybirthday, my prettiest lady,
GladysLim ^.^
lotslove~

2007-12-17T07:07:00.000+08:00

I know,
I can nvr find someone who loved me more than you did.
& I know, you deserved so much more..
but from the very beginning,
you have nvr leave my heart ..

Shoppd w AliciaNeo! :D
Aha. though it was a short one ):
Hey, I'm wait'g for another shopping date w you
on weekends! ^^
Loves~

2007-12-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

& I'm starting to love office &
people work'g thr alr lah.
They are like super nice okay (:
except some who complaind about our noisiness :X

but today without, Jameston & Divina ):
it's kinda dead lah.
but was alrights w Huikang & JingHui ..
& will be work'g w Huikang till 12am tmw :D
hope it isnt that scary lah :X

And I'm gna buy wallet &
present for GladysLim! ^.^

I just realised, to me ..
Love is so fragile,
eventually, couples will still break up after some time.

2007-12-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

after our work on Sat &
we were like super tired lah.
called up JingHui whether he wna watch w us
and he's so steady lah :D
he left his friends and came & find us.
watched The Golden Compass
w Peiyun, Huihui, Marcus, Jameston & JingHui.

walk'g from cathay to marina sq was ultra tiring
yet fun. haha*
supposed to go Jameston house lah,
but ended up taking cab home w peiyun (:

went out w marmiie on sunday &
shoppd till 8plus coz
I'm work'g on Monday ):

Monday after work, watchd them
play pool. & Homed.

2007-12-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

My Jaychou!
my favourite idol! (:

forgot to mention that
AhguaYEO called me that day when he's in malaysia.
How nice of him right! (:
& for the first time, he didnt greet me w vulgarities.
I hope he is fine over thr lah.
shall wait for his return (:

gna work tmw again :/
like finally, thr's a girl in my team alr.
& till now, Huihui&me realised that we are working same shift
:D

-------------------------------------------

Anyway, I'm done w my hair reborn'g,
which costd me more than 150bucks okay ):
so I'm left buy'g more skirts,
manicure ( shall wait for my nails to grow longer )
& dying my hair! :D

My cousin, Jameston who is work'g w me
said that i'm grow'g <--->
):

Bye~

2007-11-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

thurs & fri off,
so I'm meeting marmiie tmw,
probably, meet'g bday girl on fri
& have to go around singapore to collect $ w darl ):
coz she has been call'g to tell us to pay her before 30nov.
Aha.

& my parents will be gg overseas tmw
which means I have to buy food on my own
for these few days :/

you said it's an easy promises,
yet you..

2007-11-27T09:43:00.000+08:00

went out w qi on sun was fun at first
but had stomach cramps after that,
which was killing me :/
Aha. Our next outing will be a long day eh ^.^
Lotslove*

I'm miss'g you, sillyboy..
Sigh~

2007-11-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday qi! :D
Lotslove*
Sunday's date (:

anw, will be working morning shift tmw ):
so gna wake up early.
BYE! (:

2007-11-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

by fir (:

by Jielun :b

will be working w bernard & damian tmw (:
Hui is off tmw ):
I'm also waiting for qiqi to work w us! :D
Loves*

tmw's Vanessa Teo's bday! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!
enjoy yourself okay? & we are gg to tour around the Singapore next week
just to collect the class tee $$!
Aha :D

2007-11-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

Finally Os ended.
had our last paper today ..
reachd school, startd gossiping till 8am &
continued after exam :D

Met neelam & chattd w him & Vaneh.
Aha. Had a super crappy session.
& I'm so gna miss vaneh, shall date her out someday eh!
Si Vaneh, must rmbr our dates okay! :D

Anw, rushd home & prepared to meet
1 princess which was super late lah. Arghhs*
& this kuku spoil my flipflop!
BOO! walkd all the way to ps like a cripple!
Bought another one
& had our late lunch tgt.

-----------------------------------------------

Anyway, Just copypaste from friendster
w/o editing it ..

#01

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hang out with her and your friends
together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it fight back and
hug her tight so she can't get to her
friends it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.

One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car - it makes her feel protected, plus
it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22 . Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her - if she denies
something wrong,it means
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so
just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls
you
know !!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T LIE to HER.
27. DON'T CHEAT on her.
28. take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. text message or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good day at
work {or school}, and how much you
MISS her.

30. be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even when she doesn't
need you, just be there so she'll know
that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close
and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will
give her the hint that you want to kiss
her).

34 . While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automaticall y put her head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her
you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her
head on your chest so she can listen to
the steady beat of your heart, Link
your
fing ers together while you whisper to
her as she rests her eyes and listens
to
you .
39. When walking next to each other
grab
her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible.

MAK E SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS.

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you
love her.

45. sit on top of her and tell her how
much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on
her.

you will never know when she needs
just a little more love..

--------------------------------------------

#02

I stared at the girl next to me... She
was my so called "best friend"... I
stared at her... Long, silky hair...
And I wished she was mine... But she
didn't notice me like that... I knew
it... After class she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes she had
missed the day before... And I handed
them to her... She said "thanks"...
And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I want her to
know that I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too shy
to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT 'S JUNIOR YEAR...

M y phone rang... On the other end it
was her... She was in tears...
Mumbling on and on about how her love
had broken her heart... She asked me
to come over because she didn't want
to be alone... So I did... As I sat
next to her on the sofa... I stared at
her soft eyes... Wishing she was
mine... After 2 hours... A Drew
Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of
chips... She decided to go to sleep...
She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I want her to
know... That I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too shy
to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT 'S SENIOR YEAR...

T he day before prom... She walked to
my locker... "My date is sick" she
said... He's not going to go...
Well... I didn't have a date and in
7th grade... We made a promise that if
neiter of us had dates... We'd go
together just as "best friends"... And
so we did...

IT 'S PROM NIGHT...

After everything was over with... I
was standing at her front door step...
I stared at her ... She smiled at
me... I wanted her to be mine... But
she doesn't think of me like that...
And I know it... Then she said "I had
the best time... Thanks!"... And she
gave me a kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to telll her... I wanted her to
know that I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm just
too shy... And I don't know why...

IT 'S GRADUATION DAY...

A day passed... And then a week... And
then a month... Before I could
blink... It was graduation day... I
watched her... Perfect body... Floated
like an angel up on stage to get her
diploma... I wanted her to be mine...
But she doesn't think of me that
way... And I know it... Before
everyone went home... She came to me
in her smock and hat... And cried as I
hugged her... Then she lifted her head
from my shoulders and said "you're my
best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave
me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to
tell her.. I wanted to know that I
wanted to be more than "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too
shy... And I don't know why...

IT 'S A FEW YEARS LATER...

Now I sit in the pews of the church...
A church that she is getting married
in now... I watched her say "I do" an
drive off to her new life... Married
to another man... I wanted her to be
mine... But she didn't see me like
that... And I knew it... But before
she drove away... She came to me and
said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she
kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to
tell her... I wantd her to know that I
didn't want to be "just friends"... I
love her but I'm just too shy... And I
don't know why...

YE ARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "best friend"... At
the service they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school
years... This is what it said... "I
stare at him... Wishing he was mine...
But he doesn't notice me like that...
And I know it... I wanted to tell
him... I wanted him to know... That I
don't want to be "just friends"... I
love him but I'm just too shy... And I
don't know why... I wish he would tell
me he loved me"... I wish I did too...
I thought to myself and I cried...

2007-11-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

Lotslove (:
Cherish everything you have
before it's too late..

2007-11-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, It's JayChou songs.
I swear, the song is marvellous okay! :D
you have to listen to the lyrics coz it's meaningful (:
But sad to say, I have yet to buy his album )'=
It's ultraaaaa sad ):
Should be buying tmw when i meet my dearest :D

Like finally, O's is ending in a week time.
but feeling ..
I really wonder,
wondering, when will be the next time I'm gna see you again.
maybe, nvr in my lifetime again.

Aha.
Anyway, tmw I'm gna reward myself for
all those hardwork that i had put in.
:D

2007-10-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

Jay's another song! :D
Cai Hong.
It's super niceeeeee lah (:

Anw, English paper & Maths paper 1 tmw.
Hope it will be an easy one ):
Byeeee~

2007-10-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

forgetting someone isnt an easy task.
those moments seems
to be just happend yesterday ..

Anyway, Jaychou's new album gna be
released SOOOOON! :D

His new song :D
Niu zai hen mang..
super duper ultra cuteeeeeeee right! Aha.

2007-09-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Will be updating after olevel (:
Take care! :D

2007-09-16T10:32:00.000+08:00

Since this was what you thought, seriously, I have got nthg to say and worst still, your friend said till I'm a flirt/slut? so you agreed to what she said? Sighh.. After knowing you for so long, trust hasnt been built ): the most disappoint'g thing wasnt because she said all these but is coz you nvr deny :/ Seriously, I dont care what others think of me, but you shouldnt be the one thinking that way.

boy, rmbr who was the one who gave cold shoulder? askd the person to go out study and being rejectd? who was the one who always startd the msn conversation and didnt reply me most of the time? who was the one who tell me we are impossible? And who was the one who always turn your back on me & dont wna take a second look on me?

do you know it's v difficult for a girl to pick up so much courage to do all these? I always thought things would get better after all these things I have done. but.. things doesnt go my way. And no matter how much i plead'd for you to stay, you rejectd cruelly, didnt you? I tried means&ways to hold you back coz I thought we would have a happy ending but you dont feel the same way..

If you still think it's my fault,
I apologise.
but whtvr it is, exams is more impt,
so must study hard okay?

2007-09-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Play this song, It's kinda niceeee (:
by wilber pan :D

well, Went school as usual for the past few days w SillyNeo (:
thursday acc'd her to buy smthg :D
and back home tgt.

I love SillyNeo so much la,
But she only loves my bro :/
kuku right! BOO!

and I got to thanks darling for
being thr to entertain me when i'm down ):
Thankyou, Vanessa! :D Lotslove!
hugs*

2007-09-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, ps'd someone in the morning, but i promised to meet her at ps but was late :X I'm sorrryy. At least i make the effort to meet you okay :X So you should feel honoured instead. Aha. had pastamania & we walkd to heeran and to taka. thought it would be a great day for us but we ended up wasting time :/ bought a perfume which costd me more than 100bucks. but well, I loveeeeeeee the smell :D and we chiong'd back home.

bathed, dressed and met up (: wantd to watch me, myself but it's M18 la :/ so we chose No reservations instead. had our dinner & went to watch. the show still not that bad though (: overall, did enjoy myself but was tired :/ so we bus'd 147 homeeee :D sweeeeeeeet! :D

Today draggd myself out of bed :/
prepared and met my SillyNeo downstair.
marmiie brought us thr & our sian session began ..
ended at 1plus & we headed to bugis first.
had our lunch &
we continued shopshopshop (:

like the pumps thr but didnt buy it. It's alright.
we train'd to fareast.
Shoppppp~
SillyNeo was @#!$% la, but i understand ..
bus'd to ps and we train'd down to hgmall.
My sooo sweeeet qiqi acc'd me to buy smthg &
we bought smthg v cuteeee! :D

we walkd home tgt (:
And we promised to go shopp'g after olevel.
so it's gna be a crazy yet fun outings :D
qiqi, bu yao disappointd okay? (:

Bye loveeeee (:

2007-09-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

this post is gna be a random one.
coz nthg much will happen to a girl that
stayd at home the whole day.

Been more than 1 week since i last talk to my dad.
the v last time we chattd,
was quarrell'g ):

Anyway, the songs that i postd on blog
is super niceeee right? :D
the songs really describe my feelings eh.

Lastly, tmw gna go shopp'g w AliciaNeo -
study'g - ChompChomp for our dinner.
so it's gna be funfunfun! :D
shall take lotsa pictures tmw (:

No matter how much effort I put in,
I just cant make you mine ..

2007-09-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Happybirthday Siangyeeeee! (:
My sweeetest and dearest marmiie ever!
I love her (:

Friday, wantd to go back to skps
since gavin jio'd me to go.
But i fell asleep thus nvr ans his call ):
anw, for those who thought I stead w him before,
we n e v e r, and it's impossible.
He is just a purely 6yrs friend of mine.

Yesterday, met up w marmiie & we were like arguing.
coz Andy told me that he askd sy ifst can come
so i was like.. if siangyee wants it, then I'm okay w it.
but i didnt know Andy lied to me :/
He didnt ask marmiie at all.
Anyway, It was settled v fast (:

they wantd to kbox but didnt manage to go so
we end'd in pool'g.
watchd them play & we joind after that.
was super embarrassing coz i malu'd myself :/
Aha. this is my first time eh.

starbucks'd and off to breeks for dinner.
ate till 10plus and we walkd to ps.
took bus to clarke quay and 80 to heartland.
as marmiie&me want to chitchat.
we chattd from 1 to 2plus.
I just love chatting w her coz i will feel much better (:
I love her truckloads! :D

Lotslove (:

2007-09-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

2007-08-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

had practical which I think i will screw my Chemistry up ): after practical, went to buy magazine before gg to basement. went to basement & chatt'd w eunice. She's a evil girl! she almost made me cry :X we talkd about our personal stuffs till I dont know why either, my eyes filld w water :/ anyway, Eunice, I envy you so much okay! :D And all the best! (:

after evrythg, went kfc and lunchd w AliciaNeo. She got suan'd by jeremy&hongzhen & I was beside laughing my ass out can :X Jeremy said till v funny la! :X wantd to go off, but they kept coming and sat beside us. so we cant go off at all.
Anyway, we still managed to go off around 2plus and it was rain'g cats&dogs.

train'd to town and shoppppp! (: I bought that tee alr! (: saw 2 tops that I find it not bad & we will be gg to town on monday again! bus'd to bugis & managed to rush back to heartland on time. had our funny yet sian session & had lotsa laughters when we were on our way back home! ^^

2007-08-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

Since AliciaNeo wanted me to update about the drink thingy. I shall update for her sake. rmbr we went out and waitd for donuts? and my sweet lil kukuNeo bought drink for me (: How sweet right! (: & I promised to post pics (: but didnt post much of the pics as it's way tooooooo nonsense & i dont wna ma lu her! :X bleahs.

2007-08-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday, out to study w goro & pig but
didnt really study coz of goro la.
he and his nonsense :X

we went to heartland & waitd for
zhichao & alicia neo.
went raffles city to meet hongzhen and the rest.
well, didnt watch fireworks in the end ):

that kuku alicia!
AHA! she and her blackie :X
jkjk* No offence!

had a hard time after i reachd home.
dont wish to elaborate much.
& today, I totally dont have any mood to study.
): Sigh.

2007-08-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8am today.
was beat dead can ):
met qiqi and went to school tgt.
had geography ..

after geo,
qiqi and me bus'd to bishan & have our lunch.
train'd down to fareast & shop ^.^
I love shopping w her can! coz we nvr fail to laugh! :X
bought cardigan w her (:
shopshopshop awhile & train'd to cityhall.
waitd for super long for our donuts! :/
had fun waiting too! :D

after buying, train'd to clark quay ( dont know how to spell :X )
wantd to buy smthg but cant find ):
so we bus'd 147 home tgt! ^^

I miss her kuku laughter can!
Lotslove qiqi*

2007-08-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

was nearly late for school today (:
sat w daddy in the hall.
just when i wantd to flip my mag,
that idiotic LOO came and took it away.
wth la her.
she's super bias.
I'm angry not coz she took away but thr's jaychou inside! :/

lessons as usual.
had free period during f&n,
so we slackd tgt & were laughing like siao.
we kept torturing st's phone :X
had poa then pe lesson.
got blahblah by mr woo coz
we escaped & nvr wear pe shirt.

after school, took pic w ms lee.
took pic w eunice{ for your info,
we were kissing and used lips one okay :X

After so many pics taken,
went off w qiqi'jie, nuer, laopa, sweeteck.
bought brownie & off to heartland,
bus'd 101 home.

rest, prepared & off to meet qiqi.
slackd & was laughing our ass off sia! :X
damn funny okay!
was v surprised to see sweeteck outside.
bus'd home w qiqi (:

I love qiqi! :D
that bigbully alicia!

2007-08-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

didnt wna go school at all.
but well, promised hz to bring him his stuffs.
and was disturbd by miss'd calls.
:/

chiong'd down w my specs on.
coz it's still alil swell.
reachd school, took off my specs &
went up to class.
got blahblahblah by mrs Ang.
so whtvr ~

had assembly,
sat w my alicia ^.^
she's soooo great la.
I love her man! :D

after assembly,
went off w alicia to heartland,
bought choco stuffs, sweets & bubbletea.
bus'd 101 home (:

2007-08-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Woke up as usual &
reachd school kinda early.
My left eye was swollen :/
control'd & remind'd myself not to rub my eye
but it's way tooooo i t c h y :/

Lessons as usual.
told dearest almost evrythg (:
I bought teenager mag is coz thr's jaychou inside!
yaye man!
he's super duper ultra cuteeee can!
& for CME, thr's 1 qns,
ask'g 'who do i love most?'
and i wrote Jaychou! :D

after school, decided to pon w st & yanhwee.
took attendance and off we go.
had yoshi & walkd to study corner.
siangyee came & continued study'g.
suddenly, my both eyes swell again!
Arghhs*

st went to buy the cream for me w/o me knowing.
& they told me to apply it.
so siangyee helpd me &
around 6, we went home (:

it worsen can! :/
so went to consult doc just now.
had some medicine & home sweet home again.
doc said it's allegy ):

2007-08-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

My gastri almost killed me this morning &
almost caused me to late for school.
But i was lucky enough,
marmiie sent me to bus stop &
hoppd onto 62 (:
met darling inside & she textd me.
I wantd to reply back but was unable to ):
so calld her & she came to find me.

Askd people about the english format.
& dearest told me smthg :D
went back to class for english paper1.
brain didnt really function well today as
I'm think'g about my results during the prelim :/

After the prelim, we went down for a break
& went up to hall.
was super nervous can!
dearest was being niceeee to cheer me up &
kept telling me not to cry (:

was acting like I'm okay.
got my results & i was damn happy to know my oral result
but was disappointd to see my overall.
It's not what i expectd.
well, I'm gna re-take no matter what.

Hug'd dearest & eunice today.
My dearest cried and yet can say smthg funny.
Hush girl.
gladys, cheerup too alright? loveees*
Let's re-take tgt okay? (:

consoled one another &
Nuer, Neo and me went to heartland.
Nuer took train while we bus'd 101 home (:

Received my skps friend, david's msg ask'g my results &
he told me his tooo.
we got the same grade! :D
but he's not gg to re take.

2007-08-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

deleted evrythg! :D

tmrw,
it's the starting of prelim
which is english paper1.
didnt study the format at all :X
& chinese results too!
AHHHH! so freak'g nervous okay!
:/

Thankyou la jianting
for helping me! :D
Ahah!